I just want to leave. It’s a bit difficult at the moment.
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Your thread is obvious that you give a dam about your work ethics, punctuality, standard of work, dress code, honor, etc etc.
I don't like companies, I was amongst one when I left school. They charge you out at 150 quid a day, and give you 12 quid a day back, and take tax from that, leaving you £54.07 a week. Whilst they got £695.93 a week for you.
This was back in the late 80's
You pick it up quickly, go for quality and not quantity and get hassled for not rushing about like a lunatic.
Until one day, you'll find a customer recognises this as well, and they'll ask for you to come back and do a job for them.
This is the point you start building your own customers, a database for your future customers, unless the company notices this as well and ups your pay.
The question is, do you want to to the job you're currently in, or are you having to do it because you feel trapped?
Is this the field you're happy in, or is there an underlaying passion that you'd like to do, but have convinced yourself you can't do it for however many various reasons?